Sammyswork

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Tick tock by Sammyswork, literature

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Tick tock

I'm in the days that seem to melt together in an ever repeating cycle. The days no one writes about. No songs sung about the unsatisfactory dullness of life. No poems about the lack of (un)lucky moments. I feel as if I'm a secondary person in another one's story The far away friend or little sister or weird classmate or any other unimportant person in the life of the persons that matter. Like I'm just someone to fill the space. Make it look natural. No script. Just be there and don't disrupt the story line of others. No one wants to listen to Wants to read about Wants to watch Let alone live A life slowly ticking away

Warm memories by Sammyswork, literature

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Warm memories

Last Thursday we rode away from my parents' home for the last time. We left the empty house behind us, And for the first time in my entire life, No one stood in the doorway to wave goodbye. Even now that they are no longer here, to warm the house with their presence, the house isn't cold. The memories keep it glowing still -- Besides the house, Mom and dad also left an empty space in my heart. I now needed to fill that void with the best they have given me. But I'm nothing like them There were no interests that we shared no baking, no card games, no chats over a cup of tea. -- So instead I filled their empty space with their joy,

Everything is easier by Sammyswork, literature

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Everything is easier

I want to scream at you Thousands of words which you do not deserve I want to hug you tightly just like you ask of me bury my crying face safely in your chest I want to write you every lyric and every sentence that makes me think of you days and days on end I want to do whatever is easier than to convince you I don’t need you anymore while I’m not yet convinced myself than to smile at you like you’re a friend trying to hide the love still glowing in my eyes Than to know I’ll only get hurt again if I fall back into the arms I crave for badly So I want to tell you the way the univere keeps creating and dis

ADHD by Sammyswork, literature

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ADHD

My brain is no longer in control Since it's been taken by the shadows Eating at the corners of my head Beating, digging, Pushing through I know it won't succeed But sometimes I wish it did That my skull would just give in Finally setting it free The temptation for me is growing To bury my nails inside my head Trying to break this cage of meat Ripping, tearing, pulling apart I know it wouldn't help But sometimes I wish it would That the wind will blow my mind Finally letting me breathe

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Don't call this love by Sammyswork, literature

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Don't call this love

A kiss on my cheek, Good night. Love you, Lights off. You turn your back to me, claiming all of the blankets. I lay cold and motionless, staring at the ceiling. It’s all that’s left of us, nothing but a few broken heartbeats. What we had is gone, If it had ever been there at all. I wish we would give up, We’re just some forced ‘I love yous’. Trapped in a cage called ‘us’, You can’t call this love. How long until you realize, nothing can save us. How long until you see, there’s nothing left to save. For now, you are far asleep, Lost in your dreams. While I’m here wide awake, L

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Hated ones by Sammyswork, literature

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Hated ones

I like darkness, The mystery hidden within. I just have a strange habit of loving, What others hate. I like thunder, The strength it brings with it. I like fire, The destructive powers it has. I guess I just look at their beauty Instead to judge them for their mistakes So I'll just step into the dark, listen to the thunder, Feel the warmth of the fire and love it. I'll forget their mistakes, embrace their beauty, And hope someday someone will do the same with me.

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Warm memories

Everything is easier by Sammyswork, literature

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Everything is easier

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

July 20
Netherlands
Deviant for 11 years
She / Her

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Girl, dutch, weird, energetic, one-of-the-guys, never put any effort into life even though I should, Never do anything I should do actually, addicted to English language, write when I feel miserable, always in lots of trouble. Yeah.. that's me ;D

Favourite Movies

ugly truth, hunger games, transporter, lord of the rings

Favourite TV Shows

scrubs, that 70s show and other shitty shows

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

evanescence, anouk, nirvana, seether

Favourite Books

matched, skinned

Favourite Games

sims 3

Other Interests

designing houses

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Sammyswork

Dec 9, 2014

FUCK THIS WORLD

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I cant be the only one now can I? I just do NOT function in a school system. I can't sit still for an hour straight. Can't listen to long stories that only vaguely add to the subject and I can not read a book and just save whatever is important inside my head. I can't sit down to do my homework or quizzes and even if I somehow manage to do that for a little while, I can't answer the questions without the knowledge of the books and the lessons. I'm smart enough, finished my highschool without any trouble but now I'm in college; I have to start learning. How do people do that? What I need is simple; someone telling me (or writing down for me)

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Sammyswork

Nov 18, 2014

Rant

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I started a new study this year. And it's killing me. High school never troubled me But my god, college does. My mind isn't capable of learning. Of listening. Of reading. Lately my ADHD seems worse than ever and I feel handicapped My life consist of keeping myself under control, there's no room for anything else. Music can't even cover it anymore. So I'm coloring or playing tetris or sleeping. hours. days. months. I can't go to the movies. Can't watch one at home either. Can't listen to story's and can't tell them; I'm always lost halfway. Can't read texts covering more than 10 sentences. Can't follow my classes. I don't know what

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Sammyswork

Jun 14, 2014

love sucks

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Nope.. I'm not talking about boys or relationships. I'm talking about the love I can't avoid even if I wanted to;  My big brothers. I love them with all my heart and more if that's possible. They always were my idols, my examples in life, all 3 of them. Yet they always cause me so much sorrow. When I got older I noticed all their problems with money and drugs and it worried me like hell. Tonight one of them has been taken into an emergency clinic for addicts. Cocaïne had been controlling his life for over 10 Years now. Some how it is only now I realize how I probably don't even know him. Like... I only know him as his addicted-se