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No chance, I won't say it

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 27, 2014, 2:22 PM
  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: Disney's hercules - I won't say I'm in love

So I've got it and I've got it bad.
Do I want to admit it? No..  Absolutely not.
Not to the people around me and ESPECIALLY not to myself.
But I guess online to a world of strangers I can share my mind.
I'm not in love. I've been over this so many times and it got me nothing but trouble.
I have to keep an eye on my thoughts constantly otherwise I find myself thinking thoughts I DO NOT want to think.
I don't even like him.. At least that's what I tell myself.
Right now I'm brainstorming about an excuse to start chatting with him. AND I HAVE TO STOP THAT.
I'm fine on my own and single and not having to take anyone in account but myself.
No worries or troubles and I like it.
But he's cute I have to admit. And into me so I got that going for me too...
He's part of the only group of friends I have right now and I'm so scared of ruining that.
And I'm not even talking about the fears of getting him hurt.. I really do not want that
Though I'm not afraid of getting myself hurt.
I have a habit of running away when feelings get involved so I always ended things before I attached to anyone.
Which ended in others getting hurt. pretty bad.

Maybe I'm running, Maybe I'm being wise..
I don't know anymore

"At least out loud I won't say I'm in love.."
(That's a quote and NOT a confession)


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Girl, dutch, weird, energetic, one-of-the-guys, hate sports (no.. this does not mean I'm fat), never put any effort into school even though I should, Never do anything I should do actually, addicted to English language, write when I feel miserable, trying to keep up with fairytail, always in lots of trouble. Yeah.. that's me ;D

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Verity-Kindle Jan 25, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks for the fav :)
Sammyswork Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem c:
Thanks for your favorites too ^^
AngelAmphetamine Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favorite!
Thanks for the fave! :D
Thanks for liking my work. How did you come across it if you don't mind my asking?
Sammyswork Jan 20, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
the undiscovered section to be honest $:
I was just browsing around, looking for some poetry
Love to read them in my spare time,
Especially the good ones like yours ^^
Ah thanks for saying that I have some good pieces.
randomly missed you :glomp:
Sammyswork May 16, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Haha ahw I secretly missed you too but sssst don't tell anyone ;p
will do
how have you been
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