I'm still unable to loveI'm still not convincedI'm still unable to love by ~Sammyswork
My best friend was joking
He had autism
But told me I was repulsive
He understood why you left
I still wonder
Why I was so different
With you I was too attached
Not myself afraid to lose you
It didn't work
I still don't understand
I remember your slender hands
And the brown lines melted into your skyblue eyes
I remember every little detail of you
Yet forgot what you looked like
I still think of you
Daily even thouhg it has been
So many years
Now I wouldn't even recognize
The only one I ever loved
My Worst EnemyEveryone has their own disease,My Worst Enemy by ~schweig
and I have mine just as well.
My disease consumes me and makes me its slave,
my disease is ADHD.
I can\'t escape it,
it was born with me
it\'s like an evil twin.
An evil twin wanting revenge,
wanting to ruin my life.
It follows me wherever I go,
embarrasing and annoying people every chance it gets.
It makes me accepted by few,
and hated by many.
It makes me greedy for attention,
doing anything to get it.
Ruining long friendships,
and preventing new hopeful relationships.
Sometimes, though I probably shouldn\'t,
I just can\'t help but ask God why.
Why do I have to suffer from this uncontrollable disease.
Why, Lord, why?
I am Dr. Jeckyll; It is Mr. Hydwe.
It\'s usually in control,
but if you look ever so closely,
you can see the REAL me trying to get out.
I will search as long as I can to find a cure.
People keep telling me to be myself,
well here you go.
You think you hate me because of it,
well think of how it makes me feel.
In a way, I am my worst enemy
I Hate ADHDIt's hard for me to do this, stand in front of the crowdI Hate ADHD by ~ScionofApolo
How can I accomplish it, for crying out loud?
I try, and it's harder then you might think
Not being able to focus, my mind always on the brink
Attention, focus, so easily lost
It never seems to work, no matter what the cost
ADHD stinks, that's all i want to say
I'd like to be balanced, just for one day
Always twitchy and... What was that?
Oh, it's nothing, nothing at all
Must've been someone moving in the hall
I hate ADHD
Broertje ..dutch..Alles wat je ziet.Broertje ..dutch.. by ~Magicianmiel
De dingen die je voelt.
Klanken barsten door je hoofd.
flitsen, flarden, scheuren
en je probeert je nog steeds los te rukken
Doet het pijn
om altijd anders te zijn?
Ik weet niet hoe het kan zijn
om altijd anders te zijn
Je krijgt een pil
Waar je even rustig van word
totdat de scheur weer opent
en je alles weer tegelijk hoort
"een radio, die alle zenders tegelijk afspeelt"
waarom moet jij leven in deze chaos?
What Makes Us HumanHave you ever heard a grown adult gasping for airWhat Makes Us Human by ~Shootingstar37654
After only walking a half a mile?
Have you ever noticed a child covered in bruises
Not even he knows where they came from?
Have you ever heard a teenager struggle to complete one sentence
After taking a minute to remember how?
Have you a dear friend whom nobody wants to be near
Because she’s out of her own control?
Have you ever read in a newspaper of an attempted suicide
From an unreasonable sadness?
Have you ever smelled the faint trace of smoke and death
On somebody’s lips?
Have you ever seen a man who looks away from his girlfriend,
To look lovingly at another man?
Have you lived in a house consumed with the liquid
That motivates your fathers’ every move?
Have you ever felt the shaved head of the toddler
Filled with the most hope?
Have you ever hugged the one who gives twice the better hug
With only half the normal body?
Have you ever beheld the
I feel you in the endless ticking of the clock
I sense you laughing at me as you mock
I find you in the lines of my skin, he blood in my veins
I find you in the chaos in my mind driving me insane
I feel you in the weak beating in my chest
Please just please let me rest